I think I have known for a year now that I drink diffrently to others, Im sitting here this am after drinking 3/4 of a bottle of bourbon last night!! and have finally made a step to get my drinking under control. can I ever drink like a normal person?? Im not sure I can.oh I hate myself so much at the moment. how could I be so weak I am a mother and a wife how did I get like this? not sure how this forum works but i will try to use this as my treatment. if I cant do it alone this time I will have to seek treatment aa or similar, but in my small town it would be mortifyingly embarrassing. I am a wife of a wellknown business man in my comunity.seeking help other than this will be so devestating to him also. so this is it for me here and now I am getting sober
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