Hey im just looking for some friends on here that i can count on. I need support. i Just moved from the place i got sober to the place i did all my drinking away from my fellowship and support network. i have a feeling i will be relying on alot of people on here cuz i have no support here in the town and theres only like 3 meetings a week here. im pretty scared about it. i dont think i have a relapse left in me. and i know if i drink again ill lose all thats important to me. i have a child now and since being in the program my family actually likes me again. if i drank it would take all that away.
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