Im so angry with myself and Im pretty sure some of you can guess what Im going to say. Most of you warned me too. I stopped drinking for 2 weeks while I was away. I had withdrawals and ended up in hospital in Turkey with a suspect stomach ulcer. I left the hospital after having some drips and painkillers cause I didnt wana stay in and find out. I wanted my docs who know me back home to sort this out. (I have an appointment on thursday and Im sure Ill find out then if I defo have one or not or whatevers going on). So I get back from Turkey. I see my boyfriend who cooks a nice dinner. I dont tell him about the suspect ulcer. I have a glass of wine. Then a bottle. Then beers...and it goes on. It hurt, but I didnt stop. Now Im suffering..but I totally deserve it cause Im an idiot. Im a bright girl, I know how stupid Ive been but I cant stop it. Im so angry and annoyed, I thought I would be stronger than this. I continue to drink even though my stomach hurts if I eat let alone drink. Ive only eaten soup and yoghurt for a week, yet when Im back I force myself to eat a dinner in front of someone to hide anythings wrong so I can drink. Im a complete idiot.
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