when I stopped drinking I would start feeling better. I did for a while but I find myself down in the dumps again for no good reason and totally stressed. I went to an AA meeting every day this week and they did help some. If not for them I'd probably be drinking right now. I always felt particularly ok about drinking on Friday since it was the beginning of the weekend and I could sleep in on Saturday. I guess I'll keep dragging my sorry ass back to the meetings until things start to work. I do have a sponsor now and I have done my first assignment.
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