Ok so I am this far into day 2. And my body is screaming for some whiskey!!!! And DAMN IT I WANT IT ...BUT I DONT. I feel pissed and I hate the world.......and myself. Everybody keeps telling me to go to ER and they can get me into detox, but i dont know if that is what i want to do. Hell to be honest i dont know anything right now....i think im going crazy!!! I feel very out of control right now!!!!! DAMN IT!!!!!!!
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