Good evening to everyone who will read this message. I regretfully have to say that I have slipped. At this point I've had three glasses of wine, and have no intent to toss out the rest. I could give you a 100 reasons why I've slippped. However the thing I've learned from you good people is that, the only real reason, I drink is because, "I CHOOSE TO." There is no one to blame. I do not plan for this to continue, and know that tomorrow, I'll wake up and decide to start over. I did want to be honest with all of you good folks. I also want to request any prayer you might have... for those who believe in God... I am facing "truths" about myself, that are very difficult, and I am being "painfully honest" with people in my life, thus no longer living under my "persona of the good girl," and there is something "dying" in me... the wishes to be this good person... and trying to accept who I truely am......it is very over whelming... please ask for God to direct and show me, who I truely am, and ment to be... I am so truely sorry to have let any one down in my failures, please forgive me... and pray for me... Thank you.
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