I am new to this forum and I am really searching at this point. I am an alcoholic who on her first attempt to maintain sobriety managed to stay sober almost a year. I changed people, places and things and managed to crawl out of the dark hole of despair I was living in and never thought I would get out. Had been attending meetings. Work got in the way of my schedule and meetings took a back seat and ultimately so did my sobriety because one day I said what I was terrified I would one day say - a few drinks won't be so bad no one will know. Since that drink the longest clean time I have managed at best is 3 weeks. I have disappointed everyone but mostly myself. I have no energy to do the next right thing. I am on meds but just can't jump start what I know I need to save my life. I'm scared!
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