Oh my God, I am supposed to go to my neice's dance recital and it is now 4:56 my sister just called to be at her house in an hour and I an drunk..legally anyway. Probably more but I feel like such a shit that I should have not started drinking but I couldn't help it, I needed something to help me get through this day and drinking was not the answer I know but I know I f'd up. Oh my God..what am I going to do, I can't show up there intoxicated. What an ahole I am.
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