So i feel really guilty, i went out Friday for dinner with my friends like we do every friday, and i drank 2 tall beers at dinner and then went home,id say i did pretty good had control felt fine......Saturday i was at my new house painting and drank 3 beers with my buddy and then went to dinner and had a few more and then went to a bar had a few there went bowling had a few there and now i feel like shit, i know i want to stop drinking, i know its going to be hard but i feel like i let so many people down!! so im sorry to those who are trying to help me its a rough road
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