I am different because I try to stop and i cant. I am bad. today is a good day and i wish to die. what the fuck happened to me? why? My parents didnt drink. Fuck all the being strong and shit. I'm fucking tired. I'm tired of apologizing about shit that i didnt know i did. I'm tired of living a lie with my husband. i dont love him. i dont even love myself. it's too late for me.i'm just fucking tired
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