i screwed up big time, i went on a binge friday night, i started drinking at 9pm fri, i didn't stop until 12 pm sat, in the meantime, i woke my brother up from downstairs, i upset my bf, i called and woke up my sister to cry on her shoulders of how much i miss my mom, i am having a very hard time after losing my mom, she was my shoulder, my life. my sister called to try to get me help, they don't accept medicare (i'm on disability due to depression and anxiety) they don't accept that, they want 75 an hour. i want to quit drinking and i do need help so bad, i know that, my only problem is, my bf and brother drink, and as silly as this may sound, i am afriad of someone that is drunk. i really don't know what to do, i know neither of them will quit, to be honest, i realy want to and i want to seek the help i need for depression, cuz i'm dying inside. i'm so alone.
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