I just realized it and I hate it. I have been miserable the past 2 days. I feel depressed and have had negative thoughts out the you know what... I am even having a hard time praying and doing anything that has helped me and my sobriety. I have found I am resorting to old behavior in my thinking and it really hurts. That may sound strange (that it hurts) but it really is hurting that I can't seem to shake this and feel the serenity and positive right now. I haven't felt this way in a long time. Thanks for letting me vent. I have to get out of this mind set. :(
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