i've been dealing with a lot of stress its my senior year and i have to work a job that i dread oh i hate it so much then i have to take care of the house cook and clean and take care of my step mother who can not walk right now. dad's always working my brother out smokin weed with his pot headed friends. so i've hvaent tooken that to good i've been drinking a lot and my really close friend keeps tellin me to stop but it makes me feel good so i haven't been listening to her so i've been sneaking out my house drinking with people(mainly dudes) they always got achocol and sometimes my friend ashley she loves to drink to. my friend don't like who i hang out and she don't like drink but this is my life now and i think she should except it and today at school me and three dudes and ashley was passin a bottle of hen around i almost fell down the stairs i drank so much and my friend was so mad she was like what if u get caught i told her to chill out and she took me home and den called me later and says she can be my friend if am drink like this and i feel that she anit a good friends she's supose to stick by my side no matter what and if she can't handle my life she can leave fuck her i don't need her now. plus i got some marlot it is so good am drink it to night with my friend tiffany. am i wrong?
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