I am drinking more and more as the years go by. I have a wonderful family and a very successful business but, for some reason I choose to drown myself in beer and liquor and ignore everything I have going for me. Drinking is not enjoyable anymore it's more like a job and even though consciously I want to quit sub-consciously I am planning my next drunk. I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. My grandfather was a terrible alcoholic and ruined his life with the stuff causing my dad and his siblings to be scarred for life. This is not what I want for me or my family. I have to get off this stuff!!!
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