This will be my third night sober and I am having a hard time facing the rest of the night without alcohol. Hubby is working late again and I'm alone and stressed out with the kids all day. He hasn't had a day off in almost two weeks. I'm lonely and I need a break. Usually when he gets home that is my turn to put my feet up and have a drink. It's been hard the last few nights without one. I feel like I'm never fully relaxed and recharged after the day is over.
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