I hear the others around the table talking about how much better their lives are now and how much peace and serenity they have. I have a sponsor, I'm going to meetings almost daily, I read the big book, I pray, I read the meditations. I am on step 3 and I pray every day for the ability to turn things over to my higher power. I remind myself throughout the day. Is it gradual for everyone or is there some big breakthrough I'm missing? I want to be sober but so far it kinda sucks.
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