I just found a six pack I had hidden in my house.I don't know how long it's been there.I don't remember putting it there.I gotta be to work by 12:00 today for a meeting.I was doing fine when I got up today,I was glad it was a new day to start fresh.Now needless to say,all I can think about is drinking.The beer is warm(yuck!)but right now I don't care.At the same time I want to pour it all out,I'm having a really hard time bringing myself to do that now.I wish I had'nt found it.What a kick in the face today!
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