I am embarassed to even type this. Last night I went to a fund raiser and drank way too much. I drove home!!! completly drunk!! I got lost, my husband had to take my 9 month old out of bed to find me. I hit a divider. Wrecked my car. This is the lowest of my entire life. My husband wont even speak to me. What type of person does this? I'm scared, embarassed and ashamed. I need help.
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