
Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.

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Well I had been doing so well, took the advice given me on here and another site. Went to the doctors and got medication for my withdrawel and got through that. I went yesterday and hes given me campranal to help prevent cravings and appointments at the hospital for blood tests, liver etc., and x rays
So six days clean and what do I do?????? Call my ex, realy clever, and pick up a drink. I dont blame him no one can make me drink, it was my reaction to what he said to me, (mainly complaining of our lack of sex life)! Wonderful Im trying to get well and thats all hes bothered about.
Now I feel, stupid and ashamed, and sick! Esp sick of myself, I feel like ive let everyone on here down, Ive lost another day of my life in bed recovering, and missed a really important appointment for some new training cause I wouldnt answer my door!! So a total failure,,,,,,
I feel really isolated and alone, my best and pretty much only friend leaves for treatment tomorrow, which is wonderful cause I want her to get well but have no idea how I will cope without her. I no I need to get out there, work, training, volunteer or something to get some self worth and meet sober decent people. I want to do all this, but no its not going to happen if i keep drinking.
So here I go again, day 1 without a drink and Im start taking my pills tomorrow and get to that hospital and hopefully start the rest of my life, sober
I just wanted to be honest with you all. Thanks for reading.
So six days clean and what do I do?????? Call my ex, realy clever, and pick up a drink. I dont blame him no one can make me drink, it was my reaction to what he said to me, (mainly complaining of our lack of sex life)! Wonderful Im trying to get well and thats all hes bothered about.
Now I feel, stupid and ashamed, and sick! Esp sick of myself, I feel like ive let everyone on here down, Ive lost another day of my life in bed recovering, and missed a really important appointment for some new training cause I wouldnt answer my door!! So a total failure,,,,,,
I feel really isolated and alone, my best and pretty much only friend leaves for treatment tomorrow, which is wonderful cause I want her to get well but have no idea how I will cope without her. I no I need to get out there, work, training, volunteer or something to get some self worth and meet sober decent people. I want to do all this, but no its not going to happen if i keep drinking.
So here I go again, day 1 without a drink and Im start taking my pills tomorrow and get to that hospital and hopefully start the rest of my life, sober
I just wanted to be honest with you all. Thanks for reading.
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OK you have had a slip, in early days thats nothing new, it's great you have decided to try again.
Just keep trying seek help and you will find what you are looking for
Take care and good luck
Trickey
Keep on you going.
When we reach out people in AA will offer you support and most of all greet you with love.
When I was at your stage, I did not talk to people who I knew would push my buttons.
You have courage and honesty and for that I congratulate you.
Remember, One Day at a Time and remember the Serenity Prayer.
Wishing you well.