i havent drink over 20 years but now ifeel like iwont to start back agan all this happening in my life right now:O(( my personly life :O(( my work :O(( my health :O( all going downhill . my personly life i am a lonely soul in a house full of people :O(( my work soon will have to to quite because workcover stoping my treatments :O(( that helps me to do my daily living and work :O(( my health is going down hill i feel like a guinea pig being treated as research for medicine with all the medications drs give me to try:O(( i try to be strong but the depression is putting me down in my mind two things pass now drink or suicide which way do i go?
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