I haven't been here in a long time.. about 3 months cause quitting drinking was easy for me - I just stopped and didn't pick up another beer. Eventho theres beer in the fridge. Now I'm at 4 months and I feel like I could slip. Cause I'm too big for my britches! That's what my Father would say. In my head I think I can have just one.. but I was a heroin addict for 20 years (21 yrs ago) and I know you can't have just one. I know that !!!!!!! But I'm hard headed too. And I changed my avitar Sunday cause my mood was 'talk to the hand" and the Zebras Ass was all I could find at the time. So, I could put this post on the cirrhosis board where I kinda hangout most of the time or the transplant board and people know me but I thought someone here could help me.. been feeling like drinking cause I feel better now. It's like stopping your depression meds cause you feel better now.. I KNOW !!!!!!!!!! awaiting someones reply.
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