As soon as I wake up in the mornings I start drinking. I drink white wine and dilute it 50/50 with water or tea so that I don't get drunk as fast. I never can remeber anything that happens daily. My children get so frustrated that I never remember anything they tell me from day to day. However, they don't know that I'm drinking every day because I am rarely intoxicated completely. How can I ever rid myself of this noose around my neck? I'm a slave to the bottle.
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