I have had 4 incidents in the past two months that landed me in the police station for drinking. But this weekend was a big blow out and I made such a bad decision which is going to affect me in the long run, all because of alcohol. I know I have a problem, and I'm taking the first step to going to a meeting tomorow. It is just so hard not being able to discuss any of this with my friends because they dont undertstand the things I am going through. I need to meet people like me who can tell me how to stop. Because as of right now, I know i need to, I just don't know how:( Can meetings really do that? I dont know..
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