I'm 7 months clean and sober. I work a good program of recovery, and I generally am happy-go-lucky and have a good, positive attitude. Lately I am so emotional and over-sensitive. All I want to do is cry. What the heck is wrong with me? I've prayed, called my sponsor, written a gratitude list, journaled, so now I am asking for other's input. Anyone else ever feel this way in early sobriety? I don't want to drink or use, I just want to cry. I've formed some resentment lately, and tried putting it in God's hands, but keep taking it back. I know I can't change other people, I have accepted that. Why can't I get past this feeling?
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