It was a great day today in sunny palm springs, and now the moon is out and it's a big beautiful full moon, just being sober and knowing my surroundings are so blessed to me. I thank god everyday for sparing this poor old bast*rd. lol!I have a liver problem that can kill me, but I am beating the odds and am virus free and I remain postive, I also joke around alot at work and drive people nuts sometimes, but hey it's me and I don't appologize for being me today, One day at a time. When I finally forgave myself and let it all go, I now know the freedom they talk about (speakers at meetings and the bb). By all rights I should have been dead long ago, hell I use to ride a crotch rocket (really fast motorcycle) in a black out, that is some scarey chit maynard. lmao! I use to spit on cops and now I wave to them. I use to cuss people out, now I say hi and shake there hand and look them square in the eye. There is alot of rewards from doing those 12 steps, make no mistake meetings alone will not keep you sober, I have been there and made that mistake, Take it from this old alcoholic, if I can do it, you can too. I was the king of denial, now I am just a humble servant. Take care and learn to love and laugh!!!hope all of you find the rewards of doing the 12 steps or whatever type of program you do.I saw some commercial on the other day about a cure for alcoholism, make no mistake if you are truly a real alcoholic there is no cure, there is only abstinence and living from the heart and not the head, which isn't any easy task for an alcoholic. lmao!
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