Hi. I am ready to change. I think I have been an alcoholic sense I took my first drink when I was 14. I was always overweight and this numbed the pain of all that goes along with being overweight. i am now 34. I'm a housewife with 2 beautiful girls and a wonderful husband. I have everything going for me, yet I am so self destructive. I want to be an awesome mom and wife. I have been drinking almost everyday for a year now. I usually start to crave around 3:00 just before the kids get home. I also just had a double mastectomt for breast cancer in January and just had part 2 of the breast reconstruction surgery last Thursday. I need to get myself healthy for my family. Please support me through this difficult time with your prayers and positive energy. Thanks so much.
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