I drank last night. I was eight days sober and then I drank. I was depressed but mainly by body was crying and screaming. It wasn't a fun time or a sad one. I just drank wine and went to a bar by myself (which I never do.) Had a beer and came home drank more wine and passed out, missed a interveiw ( though it wasn't all that important ) slept all day. Felt so f-in depressed. Just that one slip ya know... I was feeling so great. Can't I have that back? One slip up. I am not starting all over?!? Before I bought the wine I was realizing I didn't need to... but since I made the decesion I bought it. I am NOT going to put on a f-in pity party for myself. I am going to kick my ass back into action first thing tommorrow and get right back on track.
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