I live in a home that both parents drink. I am old enough to live on my own but I have no where to go. I can't stand it I have a feeling of pure hate and I dont want. I feel bad because I feel that it is explainable my mom went through cemo and dad had to deal with her. But on the other hand she has been clear for more than a year. They put the blame on me saying. things like they hate eachother and would have never married if it was not for me. It just hurts. At my school we have had two sucides in less than a month of eachother and my mom sits there and says she wants to die. I have come to going to the libary or sitting in my car somewhere till i have to go home. What should I do I am turning in to a spitful person and thats not me.
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