
Alcoholism Support Group
Alcoholism is the continued consumption of alcoholic beverages, even when it is negatively affecting your health, work, relationships and life. If you think alcohol is causing you to lose control, it's time to seek help. Our group is a safe place to vent, check in, get back up if you fall, and reach sobriety.

deleted_user
I am having a real bad day. I got really drunk last night and called into work today on my third day! I just got this job! My sister also stopped into visit at work, so she called me all concerned and obviouslly disapointed and pissed, though she was faining being sensitive. I fuckin hate myself right now I just want to go away and not have anyone have to deal with me anymore. Please god help me. I just feel like I can't do this anymore I can't keep fallin down, again again again again again again..........
My dreams taunt me they are so much better than real life. Or they mirror everything bad in my life. Sleep was one of the ways I could cope and now I don't even have that anymore.
I feel I am finished. I am done.
My dreams taunt me they are so much better than real life. Or they mirror everything bad in my life. Sleep was one of the ways I could cope and now I don't even have that anymore.
I feel I am finished. I am done.
Posts You May Be Interested In
-
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
-
I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
My heart was getting really bad and they were giving me pills for that. Then, tranquilizers for my nerves. I'm glad I didn't get into those.
I have been sober for, ( I was gonna say only) 64 DAYS! and I don't have to take the heart stuff anymore. I was going through withdrawel every night so I drank when I was awake.
I don't feel sick all the time and although I'm not madly in love with the person in the mirror, I don't hate her anymore.
If you can't do 24 hours, break the day down into managable chunks. When I started sometimes it was a minute at a time. You can do this and you are not alone in this.
You don't ever have to feel this way again, just get to a meeting.