Hi people. I dont really know what to write here but I will try. I am an alcoholic. Ive been drinking for the last 10 years, but it has taken the fact that my gorgeous girlfriend has left me. after i stupidely kicked her out of our house after accusing her of being with someone else. So here I am, depressed and alone, and wanting to drown my sorrows but i must stay strong.
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