As most of you know I lost my Mom this Easter and I thought I was making some progress but I don't know anymore as I feel so down. Also I am fighting with my Husband and he never seems to be able to give any healthy support. He usually ends up saying mean things and then I get mad. We had a very bad argument last night and I just feel that I am married and have been married to a stranger for thes last 8 yrs. He only thinks of himself and all he does when he comes home from work is watch TV and doesn't talk. We never do anything or go anywhere and I can't drive because I don't have my license so I feel trapped alot here. He doesn't drink but to me he's a dry drunk. He quit 7 yrs. ago and he thinks he knows everything. Doesn't want me going to AA as it's a cult to him and wont give me rides. I can't find many women here in my town to take me and they are too far to walk. I need help and I feel I need to stay away from him too. I haven't been sober long and I am getting real confused. I feel so much emptiness I just don't know what to do anymore. My Husbands keeps telling me when I get like that he says YOU ACT AS IF YOUR THE ONLY ONE WHO EVER LOST SOMEONE!!I know that I am not the only one and I can't help the way I'm feeling. Any suggestions please?
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