i have an eating disorder and to combat the stress and anxiety from that especially in social situations where food is involved i drink way to much...i have been trying so very hard to slow down etc but its getting worse and i always end up irrationally angry at my loved ones or a crying mess over something ridiculous and i cant take the embarressment, the disappointment or the harm im causing my relationships anymore...ive tried to drink slowly but i just keep drinking and its hits me so hard, i want to still be social and have a few drinks but i dont want to be like this anymore, my boyfriend has gotten to the point where he doesnt want to hang out with me when im drunk or drinking incase i become like this :( i just want to know how to control this its very new to me but ive been doing my research and bulimia and binge drinking are directly related apprently..i just dont know what to do
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