my baby is saving me from drinking, but how long can i keep it up when the baby is born? im so scared im not going to be strong enough after my babys born and that i will stat drinking again. im not a very strong person at all and my depression seems to take over my life. im terrified, i keep crying worrying at what my future holds regarding alcohol. iv done so well not to drink during my pregnancy but like i said, its my baby saving me, i dont want to harm my baby. i feel sick typing this because im trying so hard to keep it together for my friends and family but i just dont know how long i can keep it up. my babys due in 3months.....3 months is all i have left untill i have to say "no" on my own. i havent been this scared in a long time.
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