I am a blackout drinker. I've done it all to make me believe I have a problem with alcohol,and it has ruined 3 generations of my family. I have 2 children, 10 and 3, and can't function and do fun things with them without a buzz.I was raised by alcoholic parents, so boozing is "normal" to me. I'm also diagnosed Bi-polar 2, so it's common for people with that to "self medicate". How do I pick a quit date, I'm going on vacation for the weekend, and know I will be drinking. Do I just quit when I get back on Monday? I'm scared of myself and embarrasing my boyfriend of 2 years AGAIN. Ugh, also, I'm scared of withdrawl.
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