Im sitting here this morning with 3 weeks sober and my hands are shaking because of life. Im anger when i think of the past and dont know how to move on, except one day at a time. Today is a new day, and fear is here, i need to make it thur these next hours, im getting a sponser tonite. im a person who thinks i can do this alone and i cant. I am going to meetings and feel like ive let myself down angain. No one is harded on me then myself, i want to crul up and just cry. But that wont do any good. I pray alot. And will continue to do so.
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