my ex boyfriend just up and left the state after a slight arguement that ended with him saying that he was going to play video games at his friends. Then, two days later after not talking to me he came into our house and moved all his stuff out. A week later I received a myspace post that he was back with his child in a different state and claims he missed me. I really believed he loved me and he was trying to help me with my sobriety but now I feel very used and betrayed. I know he wasn't good for me but this has been detrimental to my sobriety and now I have this overwhelming sense of doom and fear. I can't stop crying and I even almost have lost my job over this. I NEED SOME HELP!!!! My anxiety has completely taken over.
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