I just got sober in May of 2008 with the help of A.A. Ive been out of work since then also due to a DUI, which caused me to lose my job and my license to work at my job,also my license to drive. Have got through that sober. This week Im filing bankrupsy tring to get by broke ,just found out my 18yo is pregnant with no man in the picture , no insurance or job. My sponser is out of town and although I am still going to meetings and reading the BigBook Im feeling pretty shaky. I know drinking is the last thing I need but the instinct to run and want to hide is strong. Guess I just need to hear Im not alone.
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