I've tried plenty of times to stop drinking. I'm only 24yrs old and run to a bottle when I'm upset. Sometimes I feel like I'm young and its just a phase. But my father is an alcoholic. So its possible that its just in me. I don't drink everyday, but when I start I can't stop. I do a 180 and become someone that I don't recognize. My boyfriend of 4yrs just recently broke up with me cuz of my drinkin. He just got tired of trying. I understand that it was wearing him out. He always told me that he loved me when I was sober, but he hated who I became when I drank. I just don't know how to pick up the pieces with out wanting to binge. Its hard to keep it together, especially now with no one to talk to.
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