My name is Ana. I am 18 years old and I started drinking when I was 14. Its been about two months since I last had a drink and even though it seems so long ago, I keep having thoughts of picking up a bottle or just having one sip. I know though that if I do I wont be able to stop. I try to keep myself distanced from those who do drink. I think the one person I cant distance enough from though is myself. I get so sad sometimes or frusterated with myself that all I want to do is drink and pass out. I guess I would like to know who else feels like this? and how or where do you find the strength to keep going each day being sober? Thank you for listening, and thank you for helping.
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