Are there many of you that had or have gotten so bad that you were hiding liquor bottles? I got to the point of where I would buy one or two pints, drink them, then either throw them away off (gas station, etc) or would hide them to throw away later. Well, I have been sober for only 8 days this round. After my last binge, which was a horrible, embarressing experience like usual, I had a dream (5 nights later) that I ran across bottles of alcohol hidden with my husband. Guess what? Talk about anxiety! Guess what? I found TWO bottles I had hidden the previous weekend. Glad it's over but what a damn wake up call! Praying I never fall in the pit of hell again, feeling okay now.
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