hi everyone, i am new here and up until about a hour ago, i have been sober since nov. 07. i was arrested for dui and totaled my car thank GOD noone was involved other than myself and a concrete wall on the interstate i had a alcholol limit of .216 3 times the legal limit i do not remember much of that night since i took 3 sleeping pills and drank about 12 16oz. beers and got in my car and drove .I have been living with the shame of being such a lowlife that my drinking came to that point. I was not injured except for some bruising and all i have been thinking about is what could have happened. i could have killed someone, taken a baby from their mommy or a mommy from their baby that reality kept me from drinking up until tonight.i am torn between the feelings that a beer tastes so good after all that time and you friggin looser just could'nt do it could ya?? I just wanted to share my story and introduce myself .joanne
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