I have been dating the most fabulous man in the world. But, he doesn't like it if I drink without him. We have only been social drinkers, but before I met him I drank alot. I thought I was done with that. We haven't drank in a long while. Well this weekend he was getting his kids. It upset me because I couldn't be around. I went to the bar. I only had a couple of drinks, then panicked. I knew it would devistate him if I was by myself at a bar. I still took that chance. It ended up to be a big mess. I am trying to seek help but I think this time he won't recover. He can't understand what makes me drink. He feels betrayed. I know I have my own free will, but I still went and did it knowing the consquences. I am seeking professional help, but don't want it to be too late for our relationship. I feel I am going to go mad if he dumps me. We aren't going to make it if I keep up this insane way of life. I need someone to talk to. I need a friend.
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