i feel so lonely between my family and friends in my life :O(( except my friends in here who do understand me in lots ways iits moments i wont to cry so badly that iam scared i will scared my kids seeing me like that i put a happy face inside my house and people surrounding me:O(( but i see in ds i can be myself why cant i do the same with my family ? i feel i got responsobility to be happy to people around me when only thing i wont to do is scream rip my clothes off seat in a corner and cry like a child i know that if i touch the bottle i lost the game for sure:O(( i am sick of playing two faces i wont to be myself
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