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Have anyone felt the same way as I?
As eventhough you managed for once to keep yourself from being utterly disgustingly drunk, you still feel like you want to kill yourself the day after?
I mean, I myself, I can go to party, make a absolut fool out of myself, and have an absolutly horrible hangover, physically. But then when I go to a party, drinking just perfectly enough for being normal, but then I get a hangover that makes me want to just hide under the duvet for the rest of my life because I think I've made a fool of my self when the truth is that I have not.
I just feel very very confused, why can some people be so drunk, and not having a bit of guilt? I envy them so, I am always covered with guilt, if I drunk 12 pints or just 1 pint... it is just so wierd.. But I never feel guilt when I'm not drinking.
This is why I hate alcohol, but at the same time, in the evening, when I'm drinking, I love it, just so nice to have the thoughts quite for a while, but then the moring comes, and I just want to hide, cos I feel I've done something wrong eventhough everyone tells me I have'nt...
Anyone else experienced this? Or is it just me being punished for something I have no idea for?
As eventhough you managed for once to keep yourself from being utterly disgustingly drunk, you still feel like you want to kill yourself the day after?
I mean, I myself, I can go to party, make a absolut fool out of myself, and have an absolutly horrible hangover, physically. But then when I go to a party, drinking just perfectly enough for being normal, but then I get a hangover that makes me want to just hide under the duvet for the rest of my life because I think I've made a fool of my self when the truth is that I have not.
I just feel very very confused, why can some people be so drunk, and not having a bit of guilt? I envy them so, I am always covered with guilt, if I drunk 12 pints or just 1 pint... it is just so wierd.. But I never feel guilt when I'm not drinking.
This is why I hate alcohol, but at the same time, in the evening, when I'm drinking, I love it, just so nice to have the thoughts quite for a while, but then the moring comes, and I just want to hide, cos I feel I've done something wrong eventhough everyone tells me I have'nt...
Anyone else experienced this? Or is it just me being punished for something I have no idea for?
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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Has anyone tried these supplements? Do they give MGers more quality of life by improving memory and overall well being?Thanks!Barbel
I think when you drink you remember the horrific times, I think we all do, going in to work the next day saying, I do not wish to hear about it.
Try and stay sober, its far less stressfull, and you know exactly what you did.
Guilt comes with drink I am afraid
trickey