The pain of seperation & divorce is killing me. I have a hole in my heart so deep I don't know how to fill it. I am drinking to fill the void- I am a shallow and worthless human being. Why can't I find the strength to get over my marriage and get on with my life? I am a smart intellegent woman, why do I give this man power over me? I have AA friends, and they are so there for me- but ultimately- it is up to me. I am dissapointed in me, I am not the person I thought I was- life is sorely dissapointing. I used to be a possitve person, I used to think my cup was half full, rather than half empty, I feel defeated. God help me.
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