My depression has been getting worse and worse. I had a two hour meeting with my sponsor today and she believes I'm focusing too much on my mental illness (bipolar) and medication and not enough on my life circumstances. She says every time I get depressed it seems to stem from discontent with my marriage. Thus I am to do a fourth step regarding my husband. I am terrified to do this. I'm afraid I will discover I made a mistake marrying him. I truly don't want to hurt him but the relationship seems to be making me very ill. Wish me luck. I've read the BB and 12 and 12 sections on the fourth step. If anyone has any helpful tidbits I'd love to hear them.
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