Man I'm so hungover right now. Why did I get drunk again. I'm not doing what I"m supposed to be doing. I hate feeling this way. I feel so sick and so depressed. I can't stand how I feel right now. I feel hopeless, I have no life, it's like I"m the walking dead. I have no job, no hobbies, no friends, I don't go anywhere, I don't do anything, I need to do alot and I end up getting drunk instead. I'm so stupid! Been doing this for so long, I can't take it anymore. I can't be a mom to my son, I don't know what to do with my life. I hate feeling this way, I hate it! Swore I"d never feel this way again. I guess when I feel better and need to go to aa meetings, see a therapist and do whatever I can to be healthy again and prevent this from happening. I guess I'm posting this because I could use some words of encouragement and comfort right now. This really sucks! This horrible sick miserable feeling I have right now. I shouldn't have gone to Dan's and gotten drunk. I wasn't even gonna see him anymore because I"m not really interested in him anymore and I always get drunk at his house. He always buys it for me. Then when I'm wasted we have sex and I wouldn't do it sober so I feel bad about that. I think he takes advantage of when I"m drunk. I feel alone right now. I feel scared. Frustrated. I sorry I got drunk. I"m so sorry to my son, to myself...I hope you all don't ever have to go through this again either, take care, Angela
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