Another day with clear eyes, no hang-over....I din't sleep much last night because of my 3 month grandson but who cares....baby crying is better than wishing I was dead after a night drinking...I feel I am an alcoholic because I am special, and God wants me to rely on him so he can reveal the special person I am. Alcohol has kept that very one of a kind person from shining in this world. I will take this day as a promise he will show me some day what I was born to do/be...we are all connected...my brother-in-law said we are all "decendents from Noah"...regardless...I am one with you who survive and thrive in the mist of this terrible plaque....alcoholism.....I will embrace my disease or whatever the new research says it is, love it for challenging me to reach past the bottle....I know it is just my 4th day but I am hopfull and committed today to make it a alcohol free. Forgive me for my honeymoon feeling but I am sure I will have many HELP ME days ahead...God Bless
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