I have been a part of this group for this week and have posted a couple times. I drink a lot when I do drink and I have been drinking every night for the past couple weeks. I also take sleeping pills (tylenol pm) to make the sensation better. I have tried AA but it just does not seem like the program for me. I do not have time with two small children and my husband is distant and unhelpful with the kids. I have very little time to myself. I am a teacher and love to teach more than anything else in the world. I act like I have it all together but I do not inside. I fight depression, anxiety, and I know that what I do is not good. I start every day saying I will not drink but then by the end of the day I do. I need suggestions, support, anything. I have been depressed since I was 12. I just turned 32. Twenty years like this is too much. I have only drank for the past 3. I never drank before because my parents did and I saw what happened to them. Thanks for the site.
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