i made it 3 days sober that sounds ridiculous just three bloody days, and now look at me i feel like a total idiot, i thought this was it, but i always thought this was it, im doing it all wrong but i wont bloody do it right, i feel so low i cant comprehend im in such a shitty place im pissed off that i didnt do some thing right, i just want all this mentallness to go away i dont want to be this person i wish i would just fuck off man, the last thing you wanna hear im sure! whats the point in trying to talk sense to someone who is just a pure idiot and just gonna talk bollocks! i just dunno what to say my head is just exploding and i dunno why im on here but i am
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